This is one called Losing All.

My brain distorts the pleasure,
No facts behind my eyes.
This pain I've come to treasure,
Being down has become my life...

Don't know which one is real,
Been kicked in the groin
I drown the way I feel,
Though I will to go

Losing all

I'm lord of misery
I'm king of the hill
I'm a broken man of the world
In a state of

My wrists are slit,
I'm losing all.
Gun at my head,
I'm losing all.
My bones are broken,
I'm losing all
Lost all I had,
I'm losing all

Losing all