this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now take it apart
climbed up real high now fall down real far
no need for me to stay the last thing left
i just threw it away
i put my faith in god and my trust in you
now there's nothing more fucked up i could do

wish there was something real
wish there was something true
wish there was something real
in this world full of you

i'm the one without a soul
i'm the one with this big fucking hole
no new tale to tell
twenty-six years on my way to hell
gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck
don't think you're having all the fun
you know me i hate everyone

wish there was something real
wish there was something true
wish there was something real
in this world full of you

i want to
but i can't turn back