I might have found it
I might have found what I've been looking for
But I’m suspicious
I run my fingers 'cross it just to make sure
I might have found it
I'm really pleased because all the things will fall into place
Once I’ve found what I'm searching
Hold my cards, or play my ace
It's such a good idea! I think it's the way to go
Such a good idea, I thought that you should know!
I might have found it, but put it into practise
Would mean that I was free, no!
Born at the wrong time into the wrong house
"This was not meant to be, Not For You No!"
I might have found it, but for all the good it did me
Because I didn't have the guts
To stand up for what's inside me
And what's inside me, the world screwed up
And all this time I let the music do my talking
A kind of Proxy for the man I want to be
I was a prisoner in this gender from the offset
A hidden person in a world in which I'm apparently free
Am I happy in my life? Like you’re happy in yours?
Can you give me some pointers?
Kontrastas, bet gal ne toks baisus kaip gali pasirodyti. Aš irgi po savo stogu randu kai kurioms LT pop žvaigždėms vietos. Pvz, turbūt visi čia žino, kad aš esu visai nemenkas Aistės Pilvelytės mėgėjas.
Mano smegenys neregistruoja kai pamatau tokį vaizdą kaip "DjVaids mėgsta Pink Floyd dainą Time", o po apačia "DjVaids mėgsta YVA dainą Vasaros mergaitės" Bet imu pratintis jau.
Parašiau. Prašau, pakvieskit kas nors Pazistu_Mykola pasigrožėt tuo dienoraščiu... bus kaip laiko mašina 10 metų atgal, kai aš bombinau music'ą exceliniais grafikais ir Pazistu_Mykola tik ateidavo pasijuokt iš mano polinkio viskas "užstatistikinti"