I’m not so good at first impressions
I just forget your name as soon as I turn around
I’ve failed myself before I even start hear me out
There has to be a way to turn around at this point
Am i just too far gone?
I’ve lived too long just trying to stay afloat
In tides too high for me to suffer through
Delusional thoughts I cant even swim
I’m sinking as it’s sinking in
I’m sick, obsessed in changing
who I am

I gotta get what I want
And if i can’t then it seems that I have lost
The best of my heart
And if its gone then ill have to find myself
I guess that ill stay trapped in my own hell
trapped in my own hell

Digging up the grave
of my former self
Asking where the fuck did I go wrong
This is ego death
is it my time to die?
ego death