We were drinking, making jokes that night
Popped a pill or two and just stayed outside
She was hinting at more, I couldn't stop or ignore
How could I say no?
She was careless, I could not see straight
Couldn't stay, I had too much on my plate
You were angry and scared, I was never prepared
To take this on

So I brace myself and place myself in better vibes
And it just keeps getting harder now
Suddenly you wanna fucking leave me here

Take a minute to collect yourself
You know that you've got a tendency to fuck things up
And we're in the worst possible state that we could get to
Some days I must admit that I can hardly look at you
What's wrong, what's wrong with me?
If you're so sick and tired of being admired, let me free

I brace myself and place myself in better vibes
And it just keeps getting harder now
Suddenly you wanna fucking leave me here

Fade away, fade away
Or fuel my never ending flame
Fade away, fade away
'Cuz things could never be the same

I brace myself and place myself in better vibes
And it just keeps getting harder now
Suddenly you wanna fucking leave me here