Like a saint riddled with ecstasy
Trying to focus on something other than the assumption

I drink a beer in the daytime and watch the eclipse
I don't miss a lot, I do miss this
This access to you, I miss us at our best
To hell with the rest

You were always teetering over a sea of anguish
Yet somehow appearing so happy to others

I've absorbed all your misery, it was for my mind only
You asked me for help and then called it toxic positivity
Eventually I guess I only liked us at our best
So to hell with the rest

Strangely you're at peace at the edge of the world
Playing video games

Humming your diamond orchestrating it's brutal decay

Surely you knew me well knew me well enough to know
That I'd want to be a star in New York
Not a hick in Vermont
As you build your new mess
I'll remember us at our best
To hell with the rest

Surely you knew me well knew me well enough to know
That I'd want to be a star in New York
Not a hick in Vermont
As you build your new mess
I'll remember us at our best
To hell with the rest