I'm feeling calm but I'm never relaxed
I feel it coming but I'm holding it back
I'm on the edge but I never attack
I'm straight off the moment
But I still come back like that

I'm a strong man weaker than I once was
Weed and bramble still hard to handle
I can hold my own if you need me
I'm waiting here can you see me

Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be
Sometimes I hate you but you feel so nice
I know you think I'm gone
But I'm all in
Don't get me wrong
Sometimes I know I'm gonna lose it
I'm all caught up
I'm faking
Without you I'd be gone
Don't get me wrong
Don't get me wrong

I got a past but it's present tense
I keep it covered like it's rubber cement
I got a side that you ain't seen yet
I know I'm looking dry but I'm feeling soaking wet
I'm a razor walking on a tight thread
A contradiction stranger than the fiction
I'm flying blind but I can see you
Don't run away I still need you

Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be
Sometimes I hate you but you feel so nice
I know you think I'm gone
But I'm all in
Don't get me wrong
Sometimes I know I'm gonna lose it
I'm all caught up
I'm faking
Without you I'd be gone
Don't get me wrong
Don't get me wrong

Now can you hear me
Say how you're feeling
Tie all the lines we've drawn
And let's just hold on

Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be
Sometimes I hate you but you feel so nice
I know you think I'm gone
But I'm all in
Don't get me wrong
Sometimes I know I'm gonna lose it
I'm all caught up
I'm faking
Without you I'd be gone
Don't get me wrong
Don't get me wrong