One time I was enraged,
It felt so unfaked
Then came family,
with disease, frequently
I learned how with words,
to speak no more
From my heart and bones,
no remorse, hear the call

Enter misery
Come here dance with me
Morbid victory
Of purgatory in me

So hard to withstand
Past is what I'm becoming
Morbid victory
Of nothing but fear

All I want is to scream
I have silenced so much in me
To say things 'till you bleed
Don't have this wound on me
Kill you instead of me
This crime will bring ecstasy
Feel that I can be
I'll pay the price with your misery

My world gets destroyed, by default
Conceal and avoid,
My true self, hate is joy
I can do everything,
In my mind you scream
No more internally, crime sets free,
I welcome you!

For a long time I was closed,
Time to discharge
No one will enjoy, except me,
I will hold
Your head in my arms,
Loose from carcass
This breath is your last