Fatal

You always told me i was the only one
Aah-it's nothing serious " it's just for fun"

And while i try to understand
-You wisper-
"All i feel, i feel for you"
I believe you do
"I never want to hurt your feelings, but please remember there was something you said"

I always told you i practise tolerance
Now i recognize that was a fatal utterance

I always thought it would leave me cold
Wish i could stay
But i can't

I know it was my fault and i've to take the blame
And please don't say you love me - this would even mean more pain

Wish i could stay but my feelings force me to say
I have to go
Wish i could start it up again
But who can change what feelings dictate ?

I talked without a thought
Don't want you anymore