give it to me i throw it away x2

covered with hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole that used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become

give it to me i throw it away x2
throw it away x9

it took you to make me realize x3
it took you to make me see the light
it took you to make me realize x3
it took you to make me see the light
it took you to make me realize x3
it took you to make me see the light

smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do

gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do