I CRAWL

Scratching to the surface of the mess
That I am in today
I’m so afraid there is no way
That I could step onto and go away
So many times I drowned in lies
So many times been pushing you away
Running never looking back
I don’t know why I never wanted you to stay

But I’m not coming back
Not today
I’m not going back
I better stay away

I saw this truth in front of me
But somehow turned and looked the other way
It made me think I’m so afraid
Afraid of everything I have to say

And I’m not coming back
Not today
I’m not going back
I better stay away

Searching for a reason a slipped
And then I lost my fate
I saw this truth in front of me
But somehow turned and looked the other way

So many times I drowned in lies
So many times been pushing you away
Running never looking back
I don’t know why I never wanted you to stay

But I’m not coming back
Not today
I’m not going back
I better stay away