Sometimes I get lonely
I get needy
I call you
And I know that it's crazy, that it's stupid
But it's the truth
I should go, I should go, I should go, I should go, I should go
Yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know
But I must be some kind of masochist
To hurt myself in this way
'Cause lovin' you is so bad for me
Oh, but I just can't walk away
I get all my pleasure in your bedroom
In your arms
You get all your pleasure from my torture
From my harm
I should go, I should go, I should go, I should go, I should go
Ooh, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know
But I must be some kind of masochist, ooh
To hurt myself in this way
'Cause lovin' you is so bad for me
Oh, but I just can't walk away
The more I stay in this madness
The more the hurt is my comfort and release
And maybe I'm just too damaged
To really know what's good for me
I should go, I should go, I should go, I should go, I should go
Yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know, yeah I know
Ooh, I must be some kind of masochist (oh, yeah)
To hurt myself in this way (ooh, yeah)
'Cause lovin' you is so bad for me
Oh, but I just can't walk away (away)
And even though it's so obvious (so obvious)
That all you give me is pain
Oh
I must be some kind of masochist, yeah
'Cause I just can't walk away
From you, from you, from you
O prioritetai man pastaruoju metu yra nauji leidimai. Dar kitas dalykas, kad naujos grupės dažnai jau nebepateikia nieko įdomaus man. Ar bent nesilygina su savo "pirmtakais", kad norėtųsi į juos gilintis.
Nauji atradimai lieka tikrai paskutinėje vietoje ir praktiškai pamirštami. Kartais tik, jeigu pagal asociaciją su kita grupe atrandu, perklausau kokias kelias dainas, ir dažnai tuo ir pasibaigia, nes reikia grįžti prie prioritetų.
Tai panaši dilema ir man. Mano JAU mėgstamos grupės kepa kūrybą tempais, kurie man žiauriai per dideli, o čia dar naujas grupes atradinėti. Dažniausiai pas mane atradimai dabar būna "nes Spotify algoritmas išmetė", o ne intentional prisėdimai prie kažko
Nes pasirodo, juose gali slėptis įdomių, netikėtų dalykų. Pvz., netyčia atradau vieną bitlų dainą, nuo kurios užsikabinau, ir paaiškėjo visas Yellow Submarine albumas įdomus. Bet kur čia spėsi perklausyt, kai tiek naujų reikia peržvelgti...