I cannot hear anything today

For how long have I been that blind
Not to see those signs
Those signs that cursed me?
For how long have I been
Cursed to hear
That silence
In the words you spoke?

Trying my hardest
Not to listen
To those words
To those cursed words
But they overwhelm me.
It has to stop,
It has to come to an end.

With the shadows I'll stay,
I believe they will save me.
With the shadows I'll wait,
I will wait for the moon to ask.
Show me the way,
Show me the way to the light,
And that light will save me.

I cannot hear anything today

Where, Isabel?