[Verse 1]
I'm tired of this feeling that I've always felt
I'm tired of being the one who never gets some help
I'm tired of being the loser who never saw the light
I'm tired of being the guy who never speaks his mind
I'm tired of being the quiet one, obedient and calm
I'm tired of being responsible for what I haven't done
I'm tired of this void and nothing fills the hole
I'm tired of being all that since when? I can't recall
[Verse 2]
I'm tired of being the coward, ignoring all the facts
I'm tired of being the character that never really acts
I'm tired of this fear and overwhelming doubt
I'm tired of all this pain you should've known about
I'm tired of keeping up with the ungrateful ones
I'm tired of promising you yet another chance
I'm tired of all your problems that no one seems to know
I'm tired of saving you when all you want is to fall
[Refrain]
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
[Verse 3]
I'm tired of weakness and anxiety all the time
I'm tired of those friends who'd sell you for a dime
I'm tired of being that one, the easiest to trick
I'm tired of all the people, they make me fucking sick
I'm tired of ideals, they're fragile and unreal
I'm tired of the hatred that I can't help but feel
I'm tired of all my plans slowly turning into dust
I'm tired of my desires, my hunger and my lust
I'm tired of being lonely, I don't know how to love
I'm tired of no forgiveness, no patience from above
I'm tired of losing something that wasn't even mine
I'm tired of being sorry for every chord and line
I'm tired of the meaning I'm trying hard to find
I'm tired of being good, I'm tired of being kind
I'm tired of existence, not knowing when to fade
I'm tired of everything and yet I'm still afraid
[Refrain]
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
To become what you hate the most
[Outro]
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
Now I'm ready to become what I hate the most
To become what I hate the most
To become what I hate the most
To become what I hate the most
To become what I hate the most
O prioritetai man pastaruoju metu yra nauji leidimai. Dar kitas dalykas, kad naujos grupės dažnai jau nebepateikia nieko įdomaus man. Ar bent nesilygina su savo "pirmtakais", kad norėtųsi į juos gilintis.
Nauji atradimai lieka tikrai paskutinėje vietoje ir praktiškai pamirštami. Kartais tik, jeigu pagal asociaciją su kita grupe atrandu, perklausau kokias kelias dainas, ir dažnai tuo ir pasibaigia, nes reikia grįžti prie prioritetų.
Tai panaši dilema ir man. Mano JAU mėgstamos grupės kepa kūrybą tempais, kurie man žiauriai per dideli, o čia dar naujas grupes atradinėti. Dažniausiai pas mane atradimai dabar būna "nes Spotify algoritmas išmetė", o ne intentional prisėdimai prie kažko
Nes pasirodo, juose gali slėptis įdomių, netikėtų dalykų. Pvz., netyčia atradau vieną bitlų dainą, nuo kurios užsikabinau, ir paaiškėjo visas Yellow Submarine albumas įdomus. Bet kur čia spėsi perklausyt, kai tiek naujų reikia peržvelgti...
Tai niekas netrukdo. Nėra ir labai didelė diskografija studijinių albumų. O man vis dar reikia normaliai perklausyti visus klasikinius, kurių gal nei vieno albumo normaliai taip ir neperklausiau. Bitlai, Rolling Stones, Kinks...
Man reiktų kažkada pradėt santykius su Wings. Visuomet Wings turėjau omeny kaip mane labiau dominantį projektą negu patys bitlai, bet vis kažkur kitur dėmesys nukrypsta. Bet neabejoju, jog Wings kataloge rasčiau nemažai ką sau artimo.
Kažin ar uždėjus šauktuką pavadinime pasitaisytų. Nes šauktukas ir turėtų būti pagal viską. O gal jis buvo išimtas su priežastim... Hm, įdomus mistinis detektyvas.
Šitas yra labai geras, made my day Įdomu tai, kad tikroje albumo nuorodoje yra brūkšnelis prieš "Help". Toks jausmas, kad kažkas bandė taisyti šitą situaciją ir nesugalvojo nieko geriau kaip įterpti brūkšniuką Arba labai keistas netyčiukas.