I’m rather calm…
But sometimes…
My anguish takes me far away…

Dreamer – heartly
My memory is not so sane
Thoughtful – tolerant
The enemy is not outside
Sensitive – angry
The enemy’s not by my side
Anxious – proud
My enemy is there inside
Spiteful – curious
In another time I would have been burnt
Joyfull? – Happy?
Even today I’m not so sure

Darkly, darkly, all the sins in me
Are sleeping in the web of my brain
Slowly, slowly, all the dark in me
Is creeping over all my roots and veins

Sadly, sadly my uncontrolled sap
Time after time, it goes back and forth
Relentlessly, looking for my map
I try every state for what it’s worth

One soul
Temporal lobe – you damn fucker
Two souls!
Anxiety – my sister!
Three souls?
Mental illness – has gathered
All these souls
Cortex Vortex – damn fucker

Cell fields…
Connected or free
Are making such a mess
In some areas… of my brain…

Am I alive?
Please pinch my arms
Into a sea of feelings I dive…

From I to I
I’m cold or warm
Into a mist of changes I fly
Between love and hate…

I dig and under the surface
There’s something else
So I dig again
And I find something else
Again and again

I do it for hours and hours
Deeper and deeper
But it seems endless
I never reach the bottom
Of all the layers…

Cell fields…
Connected or free
Are making such a mess
In some areas…

Mirrors
Is it “I” or “we”?
Are standing face to face
Thousands of me…

My mind is free
It can act like a politician
My mind is free like a horse
You put under pressure
My mind is free
It does what he wants when he wants it…
My mind is free
And sadly he is an anarchist

Mess!
That’s what I can see on my way!

Noooooooooooooooow…
Leave me, leave me
Leave me alone for a while
Let me
Let me write my storyline
Let me now complete
This big jigsaw in my head
Go away – now
There’s only room for myself

Cell fields…
Connected or free
Are making such a mess
In some areas…

Mirrors
Is it “I” or “we”?
Are standing face to face
Thousands of me…