Learn that there is always a winner
even when we don't need any roles
even when there's nothing to win
in this space without warmth
through this stiff light that passes
beyond malice beyond logic
which unites the history of compassion
to that of envy
I'll watch yours to reflect the failure I have constructed

I'm so ridiculous when I try to defend myself
you know I'm nothing if I breath through you

You nourished me with the obscenity of your faith in the shame of your repentance
I don't know how to suffer nor feel more than you do
beside us frustration hope action purity equilibrium
everything has value but not for me or just for this instant
I don't want to believe it anymore
I don't want to believe you it anymore

I'm so ridiculous when I try to defend myself
you know I'm nothing if I breath through you