(feat. Svalbard)

Maybe I'm going to kill myself by pretending I'm ok?!
But die a little every fucking single day?!
Love betrays and kills and I found out the hardest way
Cause a thousand years in the water couldn't wash your name away

My pain I mainly chose myself
I'm so heartsick I could die
Love and death are just beautiful lies
I never knew how to say goodbye

I like melodies that just tell me sad things
Songs of loss, yet resisting its cold
But as soon as you grow up your heart dies
So never grow up, never grow old

I like melodies that just tell me sad things
Songs of loss, yet resisting its cold
But as soon as you grow up your heart dies
So never grow up, never grow old

I'm a piece of all the places I've been
I'm so homesick I could die
Love and death are just beautiful lies
I still think we deserved a better goodbye
A better goodbye

Now after all these empty days and sleepless nights
I still drown in silence, still drown in the void
But death created time and time created death
Death is the crown of all, let her reign our hearts tonight

What a loss to spend so much time
With someone just to find out she's a stranger
In the end it seems we both lost something
You lost me, while I lost trust and time

And now after all this agony, agony and heartbreak
I still drown in anguish, still perish from grief
It's pretty easy to see the beginning of things
But way harder to see their end

Cause I remember with painful clarity
When we began for me
But can't lay my finger
On the moment of our end

I'm sorry the void once more engulfed me
But somehow I guess, I myself became the void
I'm leaving soon...
Sorry I can't save myself...

(Myself, myself, myself, I can't save myself)
(Myself, myself, I can't save myself)
(Myself, myself, I can't save myself)
(Myself, myself, myself)