Wake up and fall into dementia!

External clash from all around
My spirit surges from underground
Red blooded eyes, all becomes real
I'm coming out, from dead asleep
Pressurized, panic hype
Sickening cold
Indisposed soul
Memory strikes, a lightning bolt
Across my mind, the pattern rolls
Inside the rules, besides the fear
My head is like a battlefield
Petrified. Fossilized
Shaking bones
Turning to stone
Ahhh can't explain what is wrong
Ahhh can't describe what is going on
Can't decide, can't decide what is wright, can't decide, can't decide if I'm down
Can't decide, can't decide day and night, can't decide can't decide, if I'm so low
Can't decide, can't decide is it bad, can't decide, can't decide, me or you
Can't decide, can't decide, that's about it, leave me here