I want to vanish
Like Autumn’s rain
To fall unhampered
Kiss the ground
So unashamed
To roll across the scattered leaves
The skies unwashed and bleak
Forget and sleep
The nights get longer
No stars, no moon
The city lights
Make shadings glide across the room
I’ve hid myself beneath the trees
So naked and so meek
Forget and sleep
A promise broken
No traces left
I’m pleading guilty to the charge of selfish death
I’m quiet and aroused at once
Yet not a single ounce
Of shame at all
And then I pondered
I racked my brain
How come this world so intricate looks like a cave
Too many broken hearts around
Too many voices shout
Time for a change
A cry from heaven
Unsettling growl
A time of shivering and trembling in the now
A sense of lost and found again